not again!

Can’t say he was short of breath, but he was panting that’s for sure; tiredness took over his knees, he tries not to think of it cause he couldn’t afford to be tired… well, that’s atleast what they told him; he tries to concentrate on the next milestone.. but he knows it to be a mirage, cause he wouldn’t get too long to stop.

And then he makes it

Yes!!!

Catches his breath, thankful to the respite his body gets. A moment passes… and he starts seeing that there’s not enough to celebrate.

I expected more

He looks around, there aren’t enough people…. Some run ahead of him, some he left way back

Where is everybody?

There is a wait in his eyes… a touch of disappointment too with a touch of thought over what lies ahead, a touch of thought over whether the next milestone will be worth it.

It’s time

He suddenly gets the urge to bow out, to not fight time, to go at his own pace… but then his eyes turn a touch more dead than they were a moment back, takes one last look at what’s around him and …. runs

I have no choice

My pic in Delhi

Today, I'll share a picture which has me in it... As long as i am in delhi, I don't see this picture changing....


And Siddy is getting upset!!!!!!!

time pass

I have seen that people tend to write a lot on their blogs during their bad moods. Well, I myself am going through a bad phase so I feel like even I should scribble something today. But I have something different in mind. Now whenever anyone has a setback (“major cutting” as I like to call it) causing depression in life, they go through a recovery period where the try and get back to normal life. Now this may take moments or even weeks. Today I am going to write about my typical recovery schedule. What’s written below is what I’d probably be saying to others or myself during the mentioned days..

So here it goes… First, the major cutting happens…

Day 1: I am fine. I am the champ, remember? Such little things in life cannot shake me up dude. I’ll be over it in a snap.

Day 2: I am fine. I am the champ, remember? Such little things in life cannot shake me up dude.

Day 3: I am fine. I am the champ, remember?

Day 4: I am fine.

Day 5: Ya, I am fine. I am fine fine fine.. I am as fine as fine can be… I am faaahiiineee..

Day 7: How could I possibly be fine? Are you kidding me or what? But don’t worry, I am finding my way back you know.

Day 9: I am lost mate…. LOST… Lost in this routine torture called life.. I just want to know one thing…

Day 10: Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy? WHY DOES THIS HAPPEN?

Day 11: Okay now. Hang on here. All I need is a plan. And the plan is that from now on I’ll do ABC

Day 12: Naaaah.. what was I thinking? From now on, I’ll do DEF

Day 13: Things are looking up

Day 14: It’s never been worse… Theory DEF cancel… From now on, I am going to do PQR

Day 15: I think I should do something to occupy myself… something productive, something creative, something I always wanted to do… something worthwhile.

Day 16: Oh no, I have nothing to watch on the computer.. Now I don’t wanna do anything!

Day 18: I am fine.

Day 20: I am fine. I am the champ, remember?

Day 21: I am fine. I am the champ, remember? Such little things in life cannot shake me up dude.

Day 23: I AM BACK BABYYY!!!! And I am glad to be back.

…….

Day 30: Another major cutting happens!!!!!

PS: It's not me, it's the boredom talking.... Stuck with no prison break episodes to watch! :(